Monday, October 03, 2005
A new man
He invited me in and asked me if I wanted to stay and hang out. I thought about ending the date It was 10:30 and I had only had 4 hrs of sleep the night before. Well I decided to stay because I was having such a good time. We talked about everything. We ended up cuddling, he played with my hair, gave me a back rub and a feet rub, and just held me. It was sweet. By the time I looked at my watch it was 2am. I was suppose to be at my friends by 11PM. ooops! Anyhow it was like a dream come true. Everything went really well. He walked me to my car and gave me a very sweet smile.
This morning I got an email from him saying he wants to see me again soon. What does that mean? I want to see him tonight. Anyhow I guess I am done, but I like him alot. In fact I think I am falling for him. I finally found a guy who like me for me and not for what I can do for him. He makes me feel like I can be myself. I dont have to pretend or try to change. Oh I cant wait to see him.